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Looking Backwards

Looking Backwards

Jim:  Michael, One of the obstacles that I watch many students involved in is, they look backwards. As this density is lessened, there’s more room for the Soul to integrate into the form.  As that occurs, the individual in the physical begins to merge more broadly with the Soul … begins to know what the Soul knows. And I’m noticing there is an attention point in what’s behind. They don’t look forward.

Michael: The student may engage, in a habitual way, with looking back, stepping back, into fear-based thoughts or doubts:  “Well, is this working?”  Or, “I’m not so sure about that.”  Or, “Science hasn’t told us that.” These are habitual patterns that are held in third and fourth dimension.  When they allow their mental bodies to engage in those thoughts, then doubt arises, and they reinforce the separation of the mental and emotional bodies.  Instead of states of wellbeing, peace, harmony, those emotional components are infused with doubt and fear, which is a very prevalent component of third and fourth dimension.  As you step into the  fifth, it is not in the equation.

Fully and completely be willing to experience the open-endedness of that fifth realm. Be willing to experience the abundance that flows continually within that realm:  the abundance of time, the abundance of space; the abundance of what can be created. As you step into that realm, there is no looking back. It is not looking so much in the future; but, you are really invested in the now. And, that is what every student that is involved in this teaching, in their heart of hearts, desires – that abundance of creation, without fear … without holding back … or being held in a rigid confirmation.

Jim:  Very exciting. It is a unique experiment, isn’t it?

Michael:  It is, most definitely.  Three years ago, this conversation would not be happening in your realm. That is because of the diligence of many who are embodied; it allowed for this reconfiguration, this escalation, to take place. It is most exciting.  And for us, who are not embodied, to watch what is occurring is an unbelievable experience for us.

As you use these energetics that are available now, and become more integrated into the fifth and sixth dimension, that underlying doubt disappears because it cannot exist in that environment. There is more of a knowing and a participation in the interaction between our Realm – our Collective – and those embodied students.  

A conscious effort must be made at this time to pay attention to habits of doubt and looking back.  These are very destructive components that keep the energetics within the student held in a more rigid form. What is desired is this expansiveness of fifth dimension that we have been talking about.

So, each and every time they habitually fall back into that pattern of doubt, or, ‘Is it working?’, they short circuit their energetics from being more involved in that fifth dimensional space. If they will pay attention, and every time they are tempted to entertain a doubt, or to entertain looking back, to immediately stop themselves from engaging in these energetics. It will take some due diligence on their part and some perseverance. There are varying degrees of this within the student collective. Some do not engage in that hardly ever and some do more regularly. Due diligence is required in this way, so that the energetics can more easily be accessed and utilized. That is why these tools have been made available – to clear those patterns.

Thank you for receiving me, and, I will withdraw now.  Blessings.

This is an excerpt from a conversation between Jim Self and Archangel Michael as they design the Level 2 program together.


you ares often  posting answers to questions I m currently holding in these days. 

I m in level 3, first year and have observed me habitually falling into doubts and questions and analyzing. However I become quicker and quicker aware of it and can stop it or/and erase the magnetics of the template holding this pattern by the use of the eighth ray. And , this is more than a news, I can allow myself to step into the higher dimensions of consciousness again and again although there are no familiar reference points  At all. Just by trusting, I do this. The geometry is a working reference point -pointing to the higher energies and a reminder which works for me to  open the path or a gateway and enabling the flows of the energies consciously.

And sometimes there are a few words in what, you Jim say, which are opening new aspects in terms of a feeling of organizing my consciousness differently. Sometimes when listening again to a session, I wonder if what I hear and  comprehend was already  there when I had listened to it for the first time. I enjoy this very much.

This timing and these discoveries are not only surprising and most wonderful, the blogs also so encouraging and  helpful for me, thank you Jim, Roxane and the AA and Ascended Masters.

Blessing to you , to all that is and special greetings to those who are also on this journey. That's so good for me to know.

Ruediger, Berlin